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Thursday, October 23, 2008
I..really dislike the rain alot

Maybe its because I'm weak that,even the weather can control my emotions

its the feeling of being shrouded away in the rain,amongst the pouring drops,everyone look the same,everyone just another person

The fear,its still there

the fear of creating bonds..its still there


because it always feels like noone ever stays,that one day,everyone grows wings and fly away,far from this place


Misunderstandings and assumptions I realize,are very dangerous,because they have the power to break people away,as easy as breaking glass

I guess,its the confusion,the loss,and the indescribable feeling I've been hiding that's made me retreat into my solitary world,maybe I just needed to blame something else for it and the rain took that place

The senseless feeling..


In a midst of misunderstood loss of trust,assumptions of one sides,cold wars of confusion,

the bonds broke

the bonds of a younger brother and..


the bonds of a very close friend...


In the end,even if everyone said it was never my fault,even I doubt I can forgive myself

strange,how at one point of time,2 people made the sky brighter

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