Thursday, October 9, 2008
urgh,com is finally ok again..one of the VGA card was faulty so acer sent someone down to switch to a new card..pfffttI needa give my mind abit of rest,thinking alot lately,over assorted number of issues
Should i take e survey job offer i got,or should i try out nanyang portal for part time jobs in NYP itself,or try gelare
if that's not bad enuff,since my cousin decided to sign on in the air force now that his BMT is over,my parents(especially my extremely silly,irritatin,lame yet lovable mum)been thinking if i shoud do tt after my BMT as well
argh wth,sure his pay is gd(starting at 2.4k)n he gets a sum of $SGD20k given once his trainin to his new work is completed,and the obvious fact that in a year's time his pay will b over 3k..its..argh appealing
money money money..its like people can't ever do whatever they want w/o money,I knw my parents just want me to have a gd future but still..the damn sign on bond is for 10yrs
sure i'll get a heck lot of money,n i'll b earning over 3k+-4k before i even hit 25..still,it feels like there won't be any freedom,10yrs like it or not i'll b stuck there.No freedom of choice.it sucks.ups seem to be more than downs..haix..
Mum's right,I'm always too fussy,always was..maybe i just need more info on this whole signing on business
than again,how the ruddy hell am i gonna travelling around the globe if i'm stuck there for 10 damn years!!!!ARGHHH...i'll be like..wad..31 or 32 when the bond epires
so ollllddddddd....if i'm stuck in the army forever for 10 yrs,i can't go Uni,i can't travel around as and when i please,i won't be able to date pretty girls,maybe i won't get married =_=
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see,that's why I should never keep pondering over things too much.
*facepalm*