Friday, March 20, 2009
Had a nightmare last night,first one in long time.My nightmares never seem to be about ghost and those stuff,then again I wonder why people get scared of those anyway.
My nightmares only involve normal existing people,myself and a whole lot of helplessness
Dream of losing someone,not as in death(which is the first thing people infer with the words lose/loss =_=) more like,lose lose,hard to explain,we'll leave it at that.
pfft,It's not like we're that close anymore anyway,but it still sucks,that's the prob with me.
Once getting close with someone,for some reason I can't seem to un-attach myself should the need arises.Not that I really understood how other seems to manage it so easily.
I hate the helpless feeling that was so ever constantly washing over me throughout the whole dream,it felt so,miserable like I was losing something so important.
Like I can't accept it.
Its just gonna keep bugging me for the whole of today I think =_=
Dreams that use the weaknesses and the people closest to the heart are the ones that sting most.
That's why they're the only ones I refer to as nightmares.