Tuesday, March 10, 2009
the unexplainable that isn't like me yet makes me,me- How I hate to appear weak and in need,resorting to hide away every single burden,troubles and problems from the eyes of everyone else,masking every face that is shown,every smile that holds no meaning,every gesture to turn things from the truth that is but only a thin layer beneath the facade.Pretending that no comment bites me when it can torment me relentlessly if successful enough to get me.
Keeping cold to the eyes that can see through it all,the strangest thing is,
Hiding it so much yet screaming inside for someone to notice.
Terminus.
Kept listening to Innocence by Avril Lavigne for most of the early part of the day,got hooked,alittle,it makes me want to cry,no idea why,maybe it just sounds sad..or something
Maybe its the lyrics
or the music
probably just me