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I'm feeling lost

very very lost..

and I feel like crying

because I don't like feeling lost.



Sometimes I'm thankful for NS.Cos at least I'll know where I'll be next week,or the week after or next month.I'll know what I'll be doing or what to expect.


But after ORD next Dec,I wonder.


There's somewhere I need to go,but each passing day I'm feeling like the reason is fading away.

If it fades off,I'll truly be aimless,and then..


wth is gonna happen to me?




Strange how all the JC kids in my batch(I'm in a JC intake batch)often go "wow" when they hear of my GPA..apparently getting a GPA enough to go uni makes their eyes go big or something.

Poly gets it better cos of the variety of choices and the lack of pre sub requirements to face.


But really,if only they knew.
10:11 PM

Somnus Nemoris (Dream of the Wood)

Tellus dormit
Et liberi in diem faciunt
Nunquam extinguut
Ne expergisci possint
Omnia dividit tragedia coram
Amandum quae

Et nocte perpetua
Ehem vel vera visione
Par oram videbo te
Mane tempu expergiscendi
3:05 PM

Blame it on me,
Set your guilt free.
Nothing can hold you back now.

Lacrymosa - Evanescence

All I did today was drown myself in the song,over and over again.




feel like watching Sweeney Todd,the demon barber of fleet street lol




/

"Its getting late,come I'll give you some money,go buy something to eat"


"get lost..I'm not hungry"








guess I owe mummy an apology..
9:31 PM

some random nonsense that makes my day start out well,especially when the day is to be spent in the jungle :-

7.35am
Naz:thinesh thinesh! come i ask you something
Nesh:oh god,ur gonna ask me something retarded again..
Naz:lol!no la,serious laaa..ok come ask you,why is the sky blue?
Nesh:because light reflects..*insert random scientific explanation that's probably true*
Naz:Nooo!
Nesh:..then why
Naz: *points at tonners(army trucks)* because there are 4 tonners!
Nesh:...dude......wtf?!
Me & Naz:LOL!!

and we laughed like 2 mad idiots for 10 whole mins,with thinesh giving naz the wth-is-wrong-with-you face and apple just sitting and staring at us,oblivious to what just happened.

fyi,the answer makes no sense,exactly why its funny.

its more of something that only those non-serious types will find funny,the rest will just go "huh"

sometimes its good to just put intellect aside and be dumb ;)

/


I like night walks,especially when its really quiet,I have a distaste for crowds.

I don't know what I'm finding for
I don't know what I'm living for
I don't know my purpose

But it will not be with the thousands and millions.

The road is empty.
Its always been.

I don't know when I'll find it
But I'll keep going

Even if its by myself
No stopping now

I will find what I'm looking for
Though I don't know what it is
But what I know is,I will find it.
11:46 PM

...and you got it wrong again.






why am I not surprised..


That was,my final gift,and the last you'll know I exist.





Just,forget it,it ends.



Now.
6:15 PM

When you leave someone's life because its better for them that way,because staying is like being a thorn to them..how would you feel when you've left them?

Despairing,empty,lonely,wondering if you'll find someone just for you,frustrated,confused,a lil resentful,but happy cos you know they'll be better off without you,wistful cos you wonder 'what if'

I guess I feel happy yet confused..
I'm sorry,I know it must sound strange asking that,but I never express my emotions to anyone,sometimes I do not know how I feel.

Its hard to find words sometimes..

Its ok,the feelings become empty again,always does.


/




And you found the happiness you deserved,the close to normal life you now lead.
My time here is done,and I walk away
Like I did from the many others before you.









crepúsculo
12:33 AM

If you don't share someone's pain,you can never understand them.
But just because you understand them doesn't mean you can come to an agreement.
...That's the truth.

- Yahiko Pein (Naruto)
2:30 PM

Interesting
1:12 PM

"And noone shall enter this domain,lest they speak the pain within,words without."
6:58 PM

crap..its april 3rd.

tmr n sunday is gonna be a hectic wkend,lotsa gifts to send,cards etc etc

no its not xmas..yet.

just tt e number of friends i have whose bday fall between 5th to 12th april has grown. O.O


alot ._.

and that solves the mystery of why april is the only time of the year I go broke.

looks like those awesome vending machines in camp gonna hafta wait a mth..damn

...

And I hate mac.

They have the most awesome mcdelivery offer on the month I'm broke.

wth la T_T

lol
12:11 AM