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Got lost in the forest during a 10km run today,funny experience though,but I'll touch on that over the wkend.

I'm rather tired,probably cos of the run so I couldn't finish up the long blogpost i promised ytd,sry bout tt(tho I highly doubt anyone ever reads this blog,its more like me talking to myself,save for 1 or 2 people who actually do read it)




and..I'm not really feeling particularly good


I can't handle being left alone =.=
I can't even stay alone for a few hrs before I start embarking on my own train of thoughts(most of which are quite depressing,faintss)


and yet I have to face that quite a lot nowadays,since hardly anyone's at home most of the time,and friends are busy.

But I try to keep myself busy,so its somewhat ok.










Everyday without fail I think of you,and wonder what exactly was the problem or what went wrong.
And why we couldn't fix it and continue on.






What would you do if your greatest strength are your friends,and somewhere in the path of life you screw up many times over and lose nearly all of them?






I don't call out for help anymore
Because no one can hear me
And by chance any could,they won't turn back
Not for me,no they wont.









10:34 PM

Will be blogging tomorrow bout my whole week,and all the stuff that's been happening lately,like night cycling,random huntings for escapees etc etc


It'll be a nice long post,enough to make up for the lack of posts recently =D
9:12 PM

Ok back after super long,I'm kinda getting lazy to post nowadays,but today I'm feeling rather fresh,cos I got ample sleep last night despite it being a 24hr shift v^^v

Here's a short and extremely brief recap bout my activities past few days:

Finished watching Darker than Black:Ryuusei No Gemini

Was as awesome as the first,though a lot shorter,ending at merely 12 episodes,pretty sure there will be a series 3.


Finished downloading bravestory for psp,and finished playing metal slug xx,little big planet and prinny ~



Started reading Dan Brown's Lost Symbol 2 days ago,halfway through the book,hmm its not bad but the plot build up is really draggy,too draggy in my opinion,they should cut a bit of it away and get to the action already,cos I'm starting get really tired of reading and not really getting anywhere T_T

Then again,Dan Brown never really gets his story anywhere till near the climax *faints*


Want to maple badly T___T arggh,gotta wait till Wednesday to fully fix this com,my patience is starting to wear thin.


And,oh yea! I know its been weeks since new year but still


HAPpY NEW YEAR!!!



So like,for once I manage to think up of a new resolution and actually intend to keep it =D


so..like yea.yep.








what?
you want to know my resolution?

really? Really? =O



well,its...















a secret v^^v hehehehe!


Ok I'll end the post with one of my favourite vids,I wish to play this one day,its just so cool man!! *__*




~ ciaos ~
12:31 PM

hmmm,well I'm finally bac from a rather long hiatus,cos my com was down,its still in rubbish condition,cos I can't dl msn,or run maple but it'll be done sooner or later ^^b


I want to cover a huge post on everything from new yr till now,but its gonna hafta wait,it'll b up reaaall sooon,so yea! =D




but for now,here's a message for someone,

I know I already apologized but well sorry,I was just playing around with you like we always used to,and i was honestly surprised when you got irritated badly instead.

Thinking back,my whole behavior back those few days were,admittedly,stupid and irritating,so,can't blame you for not wanting to talk so well,I shan't disturb over the next few days,since you're trying to save your smses,I suppose me not smsing much would help as well.

I'll see ya around online tho you won't be on msn and I cant maple so I wont see you much either.

I might send a message occasionally,if I miss you,hope you don't mind T-T

Talk to me when you're feeling better towards me.

hugs































wonder how you're doing
11:53 PM