Thursday, January 28, 2010
Got lost in the forest during a 10km run today,funny experience though,but I'll touch on that over the wkend.I'm rather tired,probably cos of the run so I couldn't finish up the long blogpost i promised ytd,sry bout tt(tho I highly doubt anyone ever reads this blog,its more like me talking to myself,save for 1 or 2 people who actually do read it)
and..I'm not really feeling particularly good
I can't handle being left alone =.=
I can't even stay alone for a few hrs before I start embarking on my own train of thoughts(most of which are quite depressing,faintss)
and yet I have to face that quite a lot nowadays,since hardly anyone's at home most of the time,and friends are busy.
But I try to keep myself busy,so its somewhat ok.
Everyday without fail I think of you,and wonder what exactly was the problem or what went wrong.
And why we couldn't fix it and continue on.
What would you do if your greatest strength are your friends,and somewhere in the path of life you screw up many times over and lose nearly all of them?
I don't call out for help anymore
Because no one can hear me
And by chance any could,they won't turn back
Not for me,no they wont.