Sunday, March 7, 2010
A lot of things have happened recently,Things that left me broken.
Things that made me messed up lately.
But.
It all ends here.
I can't let this screwed up place warped me into a different person than I had always been.
Whatever happened to the Ben who was always there for the friends that needed him?
The one who knew when to play and have fun and when to be mature and be down to earth?
The one who could be depended on by everyone else?
The one who could always hold his ground and stand up for those that needed help?
All I see now when I look at myself is a broken shell of that Ben,
insecure,always depending on others,indecisive,and more often than not,causing people to get upset.
No more.
This place will not change me into something so weak and frail as that.
No matter how crazy this place is,I won't let it affect me,not anymore.
I am gonna find myself again,and I am again going to become everything I was always proud to be.
This is my resolve.
>=o
"Situations can change you but at the end of it all,its only you who will decide whether to get changed or remain the person you are"
alas most of y'all might not be able to make heads or tails bout the above post,but well,that's too bad =X
cos there's only one person I can confide this to.