Saturday, April 10, 2010
Ok,I'm through with you and your nonsense.You're irritated? oh please,you've no idea how much of your ignorance I had to put up with.
I try and try to fix things up and you turn a deaf ear.
Ya ya I'm always saying you're acting one kind,like hello? Have you even seen the way you talk to me nowadays? well maybe you should compare to how you talked to me before,then perhaps you can spot a thing or two.
I try to explain and resolve it with you,you flat out ignore.
Its absurd,really,like you can bring up anything tt bothers you,you can say anything bout me tt irks u or is odd,but I can't.
And the moment i try to,you go "i warn you ar.." bla bla.Like hello,I can voice myself out also ok,its not all bout you you and you.
Ask you when poly start also cannot? I got say it affect me isit? Cannot even ask meh?So unwilling to share any of the things that's happening in your life with me.hello its normal for friends to ask stuff like that.Even the small things that I ask,you make it sound like I got some ulterior motive for asking.Like ya ya,I got no life so I'm gonna stalk you to and fro from school,like please la,sheesh,wth.Honestly are you even the same person I got to know these past 3yrs+?
I'm sry tanuki,but I really did my best to put up with your sudden cold shoulder and you acting like "nothing's wrong and everything's my fault" rubbish.But you just keep pushing my buttons.
I went through so much lengths just to try and make sure it won't end up like this.I tried whatever I could to keep this friendship going.But it takes two hands to clap,and you're not doing anything to even bother.
Do you even care bout our friendship anymore? do you even care that it hurts me alot to see things this way?
Judging from the way you blatantly ignore my every effort to resolve things and how you just kept talking me down like I'm wasting your time,I'd say no,you probably don't give a damn bout anything we had.
Guess it doesn't bother you much to throw an old friend away seeing how you've got so many new ones to cover up huh.well done.
Like I said earlier in the morning,since you prefer I don't interfere with your life anymore,I'll give it to you,I've always put others before me,no difference this time.I won't disturb you anymore,ever.Take it as my last gift to you.
Thank you,for having been there with me through so much,for all the times you made me laugh and cheered me up.For the times when you'll get unhappy with me and make me learn my mistakes.And for being there to share my joys and sorrows with.Thanks for being one of my most closest friends.Looks like this is it.
Sayonara neh,Tanuki.
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In the end,you too were no different from the rest.Lying bout always being friends,only to walk away.
I will become nothing more than a forgotten fragment of your past one day,but to me you will be another memory I will never forget.Because Unlike you,I never threw any of my friends away.