Sunday, April 25, 2010
Well,everyone around me seems to be sad and worried,or generally upset over one thing or another.One is worried for her best friend whose changing,unfortunately for the worse.Change is dependent on how much a person is willing to be influenced.We can only do so much,and you know she's not listening to you.We can at most only hope she won't change for the bad of things.
One is upset over the abandonment from her boyfriend.The fault was both,but you loved him and you're denying any of his faults and taking all the blame.You did the same mistake as I did;you let your emotions get the better of you and cloud your judgment,causing you to do all the wrong things and say everything you shouldn't have.In the end all the wrong choices that you made while blinded caused the downfall.
Noone deserves to be sad,but reality is harsh,and each time we fall we learn things,the harder we fall the more important life lessons we learn.But we gotta keep moving on,one day,these lessons we learn will be of importance,that's why we hafta learn it now.
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I realize my own mistakes too,I was too dependent on you,always wanting your attention,and when you didn't give me that,I grew resentful and argued with you over many petty things.It was something I should have stopped but I didn't.I'm sorry that in the end my behavior only pushed you more and more away from me and made you irritated with me.I'm sorry I kept sounding weird when I try talking to you lately(but you didn't respond of cos).I just wanted you to accept me back as your friend.I'll leave it to you to decide that.
I hope you're doing well in school now,remember what I told,it won't be easy going uni from poly.I know you can,but you're really gonna hafta work hard,so do your best.
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