Thursday, December 2, 2010
Sigh,I'm fking tired.down with a cold and irked over alot of matters at one go.This is why I hate to take medicine./
I wish i was significant enough to at least one person out there,it bothers me how everyone has someone to turn to,and I just face on the world myself.Not only do I feel fking alone by that,but also always have so much angst,though its in a dormant state most of the time,unless at a time like this,when I take flu medicine or any other medicine =_=
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I hate how people only talk to me when they need me.When everything is okay,I don't hear from anyone,not one fking bit.To expect someone to talk to me genuinely out of concern is like expecting singapore to have snow falling from the sky -.-
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Totally off topic,but I hate hearing how guys are so fking sad to go into ns.Cry,whine,throw tantrum all you guys fking like,but it will still come,doesn't matter what kinda scenario you're in,just finished As,poly or whatnot when its time to go,its time to go.And SAF isn't gonna give a flying fuck bout whether you're upset or haven't had enough holidays.Just deal with it. -_-
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af;awkeja;sm;aslmfsa;lm;lM!!!!!!!!! okay that was random crap cos i felt like it.lols.
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I fear for my future sometimes cos I dunno wth I wanna do with my life,its like a leaf being blown about in the wind with no direction.
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I'm thankful for the section I'm doing my extras with,for giving me good hours,and respecting me as a senior in camp.Most understand that I'm being punished for something I don't deserve.Not that anything can be done so I'll just do what I have to.
I just hate how someone can be deemed at fault just by doing something without knowing about it.Fking log-heads.
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its a good thing I got very few hrs to work tmr,so I can sleep alot.With this block nose,I doubt I'll get much rest tonight.Then again only if I'm fine in the morning,if not I'll just take mc.Fk it.I'm already starting to burn.
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Want to type more,but I forgot. LOL. ok buaiix.