Friday, April 22, 2011
Still feel very sian over this fked up event.I just got fked up luck la ok -_-
How can anyone not feel sian when everyone around them are getting those bloody masks in their first few tries? Fk man,some of em even get 2 to 4 masks,play potential make money.zzzzzz
I feel like shit ttm.All the fuck I get is exp.I cheated to get my first mask,and I wasn't proud of it.I wanted to throw it away,but I wanted to see how bad my luck was.
That was a 90% potential scroll btw.
I appreciate that some tried to cheer me up knowing smth was going on,but just forget it.What could anyone say that's gonna help? Don't give up? Don't feel sad? Its fking easy to say such things when you guys get all the good stuff.Put yourself in my position and see if saying such easy to say things make a difference.It jolly fucking well don't.
sigh..I'm not blaming anyone,I mean who can I blame,its based solely on luck.But I just can't help feeling like fk.
I'm still feeling like crap over ytd when a friend got e mask right after I tried.1 fking try away from getting it.Make it worse,it got potentialled into a 3 liner n got sold for bucketloads of money.
Then again I'm the guy who failed a 90% potential.lol.
I hate events like this that require luck
cos it's always during those period where I will feel like one fucking hell of a loser.
My luck is that good la..
Fuck.Sian. Nites.