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Sunday, August 14, 2011
I'm just an online friend then.

And I feel hell lot stupid thinking I could be more than just that.

I used to think stuff like real life and online can change,that noone had to be bound  by such limits.But I didn't realize all those thoughts were my way of lying to myself,thinking I could become more in someone's life than just "that guy from online".

So now its breathtakingly hard when the truth I dread catches up and I know I can't lie to myself anymore.And I have to give up all my foolish thoughts and just admit that I will now and always will be bound in restrictions because of who I am,and how we met comes into question.


Sigh..I can feel the emotional depression hitting me soon..



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