In skepticism we trust

2012-02-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

The value of life is severely underestimated.

Yes,life is harsh,its cruel,its never fair and we're constantly feeling like our life is the worse in this planet.

But hey,that's not a good enough reasons to call it quits.

How are even sure our lives are the worse,have we stepped into another person's life and lived for as long as they have? No,we haven't.To us,the grass might always seem greener on the other side.But that's cause sometimes,that's all we ever choose to see.The other side.We don't step back and see our own side,the possibilities,the potential,the future.

Life is always full of questions,but death is not the answer.Nor will it give anyone the answers.To actually find the answer to life's many questions,there's only one way we can go about it,and that is to live.

Its an uphill battle,every waking day.But as long as we hold on and keep fighting,one day we will come to understand that it was worth it.Its might not be today,or tomorrow,or any time soon.But the time will eventually arrive and we will come to appreciate to have been given the chance to live,to exist.

No problem,or hurt,or loss,or sacrifice is worth throwing your life away for.Nothing is worth that.

From recent events,I've learn a very valuable lesson.Cherish your life.Its a gift,so don't,under any circumstances just recklessly throw it away.At that point it might seem like the only option,but there's always more ways to go about things.There will always be more than one way to settle any problems,regrets or complications.

I was never the kind to consider giving up on life,but I wasn't the kind to appreciate life either.Always complaining,whining,thinking I was always having it bad.I never knew the value of it at all.

But after all this,I realize now,to live itself is already the single most greatest thing.So what if I'm gonna face a hell lot of difficulties.As long as I'm living,that's gonna be the norm.

And I'm gonna face it.I'm gonna learn to appreciate things that I have that I had always overlooked,friends,family.

And I'll make sure I will never ever give up on my life.No matter what.I will fight,all the way.

You taught me so much,looks like this is the last thing I'm gonna learn from you.
Rest in peace my friend.

This isn't the first case anyway,almost every other month or so,someone chooses death as their escape.Especially young people.Well,don't.We're far too early into life to make such decisions.We can choose how our life turns out.We can be the masters of our life if we want to.I notice many people give up cos of stress.

Hey,if you don't want to do something,don't do it.Even if your parents put expectations,ultimately you're the one whos gonna hafta live through it.So always make your own decisions,walk your own path.

If you're studying something and you hate it,stop.Don't force yourself through something you evidently hate.Do something you want,something you're passionate about.Don't do what the social norm is,or what the "best" is according to the general public.

Yes this place puts the definition on stress itself,so always finds way to reduce it,not think of ways to end it all.Its highly irresponsible.And besides,dying isn't gonna make anyone's life better,on the contrary,it'll make life harder and painful for those who love you.So always think about it before doing anything stupid.

I'm drawing a conclusion on this matter.

Thank you for all that you had done for me,I hope you found whatever it was you were looking for.

As for me,I'm still gonna continue on with my life.I'll keeping on going,always have,always will.

Well,this is goodbye then.

2012-02-06T23:56:00.004+08:00

This

I agree,not as some form of excuse to why I feel lost about what to do,but rather I agree that its the truth.
The amount of limitation in Singapore,well that's another factor,and not a good one at that either.

2011-12-16T20:37:00.000+08:00

If I sound serious,it means I'm angry,

If I keep quiet,it means I'm angry,

If I try to discourage people from doing something wrong,its means I'm angry,

If I discourage someone from making a wrong move,it means I'm angry.

Lately I've begun asking myself,when then am I not supposedly angry? Because my word alone doesn't stand now.My feelings are now decided by others.If everyone thinks I'm angry,it means I am,even if I say otherwise.

I do not respect cheaters and those who exploit out of greed and self advantage.I don't know if others play double standard,but I don't,because I don't want to.

I have little say anymore,and even little chances of being understood.I'm sick of people saying they understand where I'm coming from and then just make assumptions that clearly prove they don't.

I shouldn't speak anymore.Money talks,and that's that.

2011-12-15T00:07:00.001+08:00

I think I was born in the wrong time and place.

2011-12-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

The problem with not even being able to keep up with technology.lol fml.

2011-12-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

Warned you before of the consequences of your words and actions,but you still refuse to change that attitude.I have my set of flaws I take responsibility for them,maybe not right away but I do,and until I admit for the mistakes I do,I don't go around having fun because I know I did something wrong and its not nice to have fun while I just made someone unhappy.Cos you know,that's like really cruel.

Thanks a whole damn lot

2011-10-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

All the passengers they interviewed really dunno how to talk properly..*facepalm*

And that trainspotter Jay Tan is...LOL =_='

2011-10-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

I should get one of these.It actually exist btw,no joke,just search fukitol in google,its got a website and even sg medical ads lol.

But really tho,fukitol.

2011-10-01T13:32:00.002+08:00

Note to self: Resign to fate and just stfu.

Else I'm just gonna be creating problems for everyone.

2011-09-25T02:23:00.002+08:00

After 4 years...Finally level 150 F555 omg,tt was so long T_T

but damn its so easy to level up now XD

wooo :D

2011-09-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

Some really amazing art,

will upload more in future~

2011-09-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

was looking for ebooks and found this :D

Finally something good to read T__T LOL

Ok *goes off to start reading*

2011-09-19T13:20:00.003+08:00

after years..finally new song :DDDDDD

2011-09-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

this is LOL

2011-08-17T00:20:00.001+08:00

Guns and horses - Ellie Goulding

nice song XD

2011-08-16T00:12:00.002+08:00

Someone made a fan video of the Maplestory: New leaf saga vid
Here is,the Last maple story.What happens when a player collects 1million slime gel?

The very fabric of the game space gets torn apart of cos XD LOL

2011-08-14T17:15:00.001+08:00

I'm just an online friend then.

And I feel hell lot stupid thinking I could be more than just that.

I used to think stuff like real life and online can change,that noone had to be bound by such limits.But I didn't realize all those thoughts were my way of lying to myself,thinking I could become more in someone's life than just "that guy from online".

So now its breathtakingly hard when the truth I dread catches up and I know I can't lie to myself anymore.And I have to give up all my foolish thoughts and just admit that I will now and always will be bound in restrictions because of who I am,and how we met comes into question.

Sigh..I can feel the emotional depression hitting me soon..

2011-08-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

National day song parody.

This song is epic.And the ending was funny LOL

2011-08-01T15:04:00.004+08:00

Ok time for the much awaited updated.LOL~
Gonna spam some(or rather alot) of funny pics I found while surfing around tumblr XD

omg la LOL

Random comic I found..poor little hotdog LOL

This cat is gonna wait forever

HAHA pwnd!

Fukitol.I bet it has cyanide in it,just like the harry potter pill LOL

Marketing just reached new heights LOL

HAHA this one just makes me grin.Everytime.LOL

A new take on all those lovey dovey pics.Nice.LOL

Another one.Makes a hell lot more sense LOL

Stupid ttm.

Reality.haha!!

there goes our planet.Poor sun was just trying to help D:

Cats don't give a damn about anything.Like a boss.

This.I like LOL

hell yeaaa!! My kinda interest LOLL XD

*thumbs up* LOL dunno which eppy isit though

Next time you just scroll down and click accept,THINK AGAIN.

This guy should get stoned to death.

so true -_-

Hope you liked it XD

2011-07-25T22:17:00.001+08:00

Anyway finallllyyyyyy found the 2 pics of the demon slayer that has yet to be released in maple.I think the skills look quite flashy and nice,but whether its practical or retarded has yet to be discovered.


wow super cool flashy spikes from underground move! niceee

ULTI.Definitely I'm calling it first.LOL

But anyway not much is known,an apparently its due to be out for testing next week *__* the default hair sucks though in my opinion.LOL

ok I'll upload some nice works of art I saw online,tomorrow =P niteeee~

2011-07-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

New trailer to advertise Mercedes,the ~~gey~~ new legend

Trailer was actually pretty good, the black mage actually looked quite badass sitting on that throne and all.They also featured the other legend evan,fighting together with mercedes XD

Now my question to Nexon,

Where is Aran? *stare* LOL

2011-06-29T01:07:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! OMG the singing is freaking funny la!!!!

2011-06-27T20:12:00.001+08:00

LOL this is quite funny.GMS preparing for chaos.Good luck to them.

2011-06-22T21:04:00.001+08:00

Hurray for my awesome luck again.I feel so good now.

Here are the details for the Thank You Maplers Event 5 – MapleSEA 6th Anniversary Giveaway Package!

We will be giving out 1 Special Package randomly to 66% of Maplers in MapleSEA that fulfilled 2 simple requirements that login from 22nd June 2011 after minor patch to 1200hrs, 24th June 2011!

Guess what! :D

I'm part of the 34% of losers who didn't get! Wooooo!! I feel so damn happy for all my friends who got it! The same lucky people who always get everything,bunny masks,gacha,wooo lucky buggers,congrats :D

Thank you Asiasoft Maplesea for making this game so delightful that I'm on the verge of quitting.First lag now this.what's next? :D man I can't wait for their next awesome event. =)

2011-06-18T14:00:00.002+08:00

AHHHH EPIC OVERLOAD *___* Dammit I can't wait for thissss!!!

1.30 is awesomeness ttm. Shockwave *__*

2011-06-12T18:14:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA!! The hell is this!!!!? Omg all the poor Koc players must be feeling mighty paiseh now LOL
That black mage....made me laugh.LOL

2011-06-11T16:14:00.002+08:00

I was really passive n just quiet today,but things just never go right do they

Fking royally pissed.

I fking hate people copying me.Bloody copycats go fking get a sense of originality.Bloody hell.

I'm not touching that fking character anymore.knn.Bloody fk.

2011-06-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

lol..the fk is wrong with me sia.

wtf lol,feel stupid ttm.

find friends? hope to get a clique where I can have friends that I can be happy with? LOL

I'm such a fking joke thinking all this.

the hell,I should stop dreaming,non of it ever happened after years of trying and here I'm still sitting thinking if I could ever find company.rofl.like some loser.lol

haha...fml.lols

2011-06-09T00:53:00.001+08:00

Was hungry so I bought some noodles and a can drink.Can't blame me i skipped lunch and didn't eat much for dinner.

But now,I lost all appetite so I'm just gonna go sleep.

It's my turn sitting on the awkward end of things.

2011-05-21T01:32:00.000+08:00

Anger and resentment.

2011-05-17T03:37:00.003+08:00

Finally a FF that is dark and tragic *__*
And its suppose to be like romeo and Juliet/Hamlet mix story. O.O
Square Enix,Can I have this by Xmas please T_T

2011-05-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

Do you know,the feeling in your chest,when you're feeling so down,
Its a physical feeling,not a metaphor but a real feeling.
Its like your chest suddenly feels like there's a weight placed on it
and every breath you take is so much harder than usual.
and its very tiring trying to contain it
because if the weight explodes,
its gonna come out of eyes in the form of tears.

2011-05-14T02:03:00.000+08:00

I must admit,the lyrics are way more clear in this version than the original.

2011-05-08T04:08:00.000+08:00

LOL~

its 4am,I came home an hr ago,showered and I'm not sleepy.Its mother's day.*starts making plans*

2011-05-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

Got it from Vitasoy's tumblr ~

Awesome kid =)
2.43 was pretty cute XD

alright nites ~

2011-05-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

I really can't understand half the words his mumbling.He stumbles over nearly every alternate sentence and shouts at sudden times.I get that his a former officer in SAF but hey hello,this not SAF la,you're addressing civilians *facepalm*

This is the opposition for Ang mo Kio. So now I have to either vote for him,or PAP.

I have no confidence in this fella. mannn...

Can I move house?

2011-05-04T01:12:00.000+08:00

Sigh..I'm just good at making one mistake after another.I'm so bad at fixing my errors,or the damage done cos it.

I'm afraid of losing friends,but I'm so stupidly good at doing just that.

2011-04-27T00:58:00.002+08:00

Wooo new vid from smosh

HAHA WTH! Nice one by Smosh XD The ending was epic! LOL

2011-04-22T03:31:00.003+08:00

Still feel very sian over this fked up event.

I just got fked up luck la ok -_-

How can anyone not feel sian when everyone around them are getting those bloody masks in their first few tries? Fk man,some of em even get 2 to 4 masks,play potential make money.zzzzzz

I feel like shit ttm.All the fuck I get is exp.I cheated to get my first mask,and I wasn't proud of it.I wanted to throw it away,but I wanted to see how bad my luck was.

That was a 90% potential scroll btw.

I appreciate that some tried to cheer me up knowing smth was going on,but just forget it.What could anyone say that's gonna help? Don't give up? Don't feel sad? Its fking easy to say such things when you guys get all the good stuff.Put yourself in my position and see if saying such easy to say things make a difference.It jolly fucking well don't.

sigh..I'm not blaming anyone,I mean who can I blame,its based solely on luck.But I just can't help feeling like fk.

I'm still feeling like crap over ytd when a friend got e mask right after I tried.1 fking try away from getting it.Make it worse,it got potentialled into a 3 liner n got sold for bucketloads of money.

Then again I'm the guy who failed a 90% potential.lol.

I hate events like this that require luck

cos it's always during those period where I will feel like one fucking hell of a loser.

My luck is that good la..

Fuck.Sian. Nites.

2011-04-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

I had this dream about big bang patch.

MapleSEA's big bang patch has been scheduled to release on the 18th of may, but yesterday, I vividly remember that I was playing Maplestory on the 15th of May in my dream yesterday, because I looked into my calender.

What took place in my dream? Let me slowly explain.

15 May 2011 - I was doing my usual 24/7 mapling with no life, living on leftover bread crumbs which I stored in a container during breakfast. I wanted to save as much money as I could to buy more @-cash because big bang was coming out three days later.

During that 72 hours of non-stop mapling, I was very anxiously waiting for the patch. I spammed genesis because a cooldown would be added to it when big bang patch came. I wanted to enjoy my last moments of spamming.

I was spamming at ESW with my friends c732n7 and ch1995. They paid me a billion meso per hour. My dream seemed so real. It seems that spam service skyrocketed to a billion per hour a week before big bang came out. It was easy money for me and I gained experience, too.

I felt very sleepy during the 64th hour of non-stop mapling. My eyelids were so heavy I believed it wouldn't pale in comparison to twenty elephants. I couldn't let fatigue stop me from earning easy mesos so I used the classic method to keep myself awake. I took a toothpick and put it between my eyes. I felt revitalized and began to continue spamming. A minute later both toothpicks broke!

I fell asleep soon after. Yes, I fell asleep in my dream.

When I woke up in my dream, I found myself in the world of Maplestory. The galloperas were charging at me at full force and I died as I didn't leave magic guard on. I felt spasms of pain as the wooden horses killed me. I fainted.

When I awoke once more, I found myself in the kampong village. My friends, c732n7 and ch1995 started to lash out at me.

'oi u scammer I paid u 72b for 72 hours of spam u only gimme 64 hours+ and 1 hour later got maintenance liao!!!'

I didn't want them to bash me up so I refunded them 10 billion each. We went our separate ways and I began to ponder, how the hell was I supposed to leave the world of Maple. Almost immediately, my bladder felt excruciating pain. My character had not went to the toilet for 4 years ever since I created him. I -censored- in my godly 45 INT bathrobe. I couldn't hold it.

It took me like twenty minutes to finish. When I was done I took off that stupid bathrobe. I didn't care about my stats, I just wanted to leave the world of Maple.

Then I recalled, maintenance was like an hour later. I rushed to the FM and shouted

S>INT 45 bathrobe!!!!@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

A guy offered me 2m @cash in MTS, but withdrew his offer when he saw the bathrobe.

I knew my bathrobe was no longer tradable, so I just dropped it on the ground.

I walked around the world of Maple for an hour until maintenance came. I woke up from the sleep in my dream. I was still dreaming, but I was awake in my dream. Hopefully my readers can understand what I'm saying.

So it appears I had left the world of Maple when maintenance came. After like fifty extensions the patch was ready. I started playing Maple again.

19th of May, big bang day 1 - I logged in to try the revamped game.

Then I awoke. Darn!!!111

- A n o n y m o u s,Asiasoft Forum

2011-04-06T18:14:00.001+08:00

Random Maple SS,

This shop name is win.LOL


I'm sure everyone knows which army boy the person is talking bout LOL

And my first try at enhancement


Only 90 levels to go before I can wear this baby =D

Ok,Back to my comics~

2011-03-27T14:57:00.002+08:00

Holy Shiittttt!! New FF dissidia F55555555555555555. Such a short trailer though =(
But omg Laguna and yuna *___* Must.Play.NAO.

*goes to find downloads*

2011-02-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

This.

Got lucky.Again.

2011-02-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

Yay finally went past Manon in Dojo.Solo mode somemore! :D

hehehehe..

2011-02-07T00:31:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling strange tonight.

I dunno why,could be cos I'm going back to work after a rather long holiday.

But I also feel sick a little.Feverish? I can't really tell,stomach feels like I'm nervous.Wth =_=

Anyway if that wasn't bad enough I went to check out the Uni websites,and all the admissions are now opened.Till march,so I got a month to apply.

I feel so lost to be honest,intimidated by the big world I'm now in.All these while its like my life had been guided y'know,it was so simple,primary school,secondary school then polytechnic and then the army.Everything was pre planned and my path was paved for me before I even took the first step.

But now its different.There is no more fixed path.I'm at a crossroad,with a hell lot of paths laid out.I can't pick em all,no I have to find one and move towards it.

But I dunno which one to choose,I dunno what I wanna do.I feel afraid cos I dunno what my future holds,or what I can make of it.

I feel very uneasy.Everyone else seems to be able to make a choice on what they wanna do.But I can't,maybe there's a lack of interesting options in Singapore.I've been looking at the all the available courses in all the Universities here and till now not one has interest me.Since I graduated from poly and through my time in army all the way till now,after more than 2 years,I still can't see myself going into any of the career paths.

I was just a slight bit interested in becoming a teacher,sure my parents agreed on it,my friends agreed on it,but me? I still feel unsettled bout everything.Do I really wanna be a teacher? Is that gonna be my life from now on?

I'm so lost right now,in all honesty I need more time,yet time is the last of my available options.Every year I grow older,and my time to make crucial decisions like my career choice shortens.

I can choose any course and easily apply for it,that's nothing.But I'll never survive for long doing something that can't interest me forever.

Sometimes I feel like I should have listen to mummy and sign on in the army.Good pay and from what I see,the regulars hardly do much.But I can't stand wasting my life away,even if it came with good money.If I'm not doing something fruitful,I might as well not bother.

I need to do something with a passion,else I can't pull it off.I need to love what I'm doing else I can't do it.And till now,non of the usual career path offered by any of our local universities makes me feel like I'll love what I get in the end of my degree.

At the same time I cannot just rot away wasting away my life being unable to make a choice.Shit why can't some bloody job or degree course interest me.zzz.

More than anything else,I wanna travel.I just wanna go see the world,not just stay cooped up in this little stupid dot.Go far and wide,see all the interesting sights,hear all the awesome sounds,meet all the different people,learn about all the uncountable number of cultures out there.

I sound like a small dumbass kid who hasn't grown up and is still holding onto some childish dream that'll never come true.But if that's how it is then I'm not embarrassed or afraid to say that yes,I am still holding onto such crazy dreams.More than being a doctor,a soldier,an office worker or even a teacher,I wanna be an explorer.But hell no I doubt there's any such career or anyone willing to pay me to go explore.

Its so bullshit.

Maybe something like that is possible,if I was in like US or some freaking English country,but I'm not.I'm here in Singapore,and stuck with limited choices,non of which I could care about.

I feel so restricted,like I'm lacking freedom.I can't just pick a course and get a degree just to secure a job and a stable income.I need to be happy.A normal life that's just go work come home sleep,rinse and repeat is nothing more to me than wasting my life away.

To me traveling is the ultimate freedom,I can go anywhere I want,see everything that I wanna see.Just out free roaming the world,gaining knowledge of all that's out there,to me that's THE life that can keep me going always.Everyday something's different,I'll never get bored,life will never be mundane and every experience will be a new lesson in life.

But,I don't think there's any schools here offering any such related courses.Two related jobs that I would have been interested in are Archaeologist and Historian.Both involve traveling and uncovering interesting stuff.But hey,time to burst that bubble,cos there ain't any such courses here.

Sigh..I can feel the world weighing down on me.I'm just sitting here restless,unsatisfied and uncomfortable with the way things are.I can't possibly do any of the courses available here,and the courses I do wanna go to,are overseas.And I'm not financially well of to just fly over to any country to continue my studies.

Life's irony.I can truly feel myself for the insignificant being I am at the moment in this world.Just an unfathomably tiny being amidst the uncountable number of lifeforms.

I'll end it here for the night.I seriously don't feel like going to work tomorrow.No mood,and I really don't wanna see someone there.

2011-02-04T03:26:00.005+08:00

Will update soon ~

2011-01-12T13:01:00.001+08:00

Currently away on Kuroshitsuji madness. Kickass anime to boot >=D

Kuroshitsuji Season 1
Rating: 8/10
Die Die go watch la,its so damn awesome LOL F3

Currently watching Kuroshitsuji Season 2,which is rather short.Only 12 eppies.But the continuation is damn interesting.Wooo!! The first opening is really nice,and its by The Gazette woooo XD

I definitely recommend this to everyone,so go give it a try!

Ciaos ~

2011-01-06T18:48:00.004+08:00

Interesting read XD

Words Women Use

FINE ~ This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments.

FIVE MINUTES ~ This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it’s an even trade.

NOTHING ~ If you ask her what is wrong and she says NOTHING, this means something and you should be on your toes. NOTHING is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last FIVE MINUTES and end with the word FINE.

GO AHEAD (with raised eyebrows) ~ This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over NOTHING and will end with the word FINE.

GO AHEAD (normal eyebrows) ~ This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care.” You will get a raised eyebrow “Go ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by NOTHING and FINE and she will talk to you in about FIVE MINUTES when she cools off.

LOUD SIGH ~ This is not actually a word, but is still often a verbal statement very misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over NOTHING.

SOFT SIGH ~ Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” are one of the few things that some men actually understand. She is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe and she will stay content.

THAT’S OKAY ~ This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can say to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you retributions for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and used in conjunction with a raised eyebrow “Go ahead.” At some point in the near future when she has plotted and planned, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

PLEASE DO ~ This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance to tell the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay.”

THANKS ~ A woman is thanking you. Do not faint; just say “you’re welcome.”

THANKS A LOT ~ This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing.”

2011-01-04T14:11:00.001+08:00

Most amusing and funny fails I've come across recently.Laugh to your heart's content XD

This is so blonde HAHA

This one makes me laugh,just look at the guy in the last panel LOL

Kitty should see this >=)

Kickass grandma man

This is seriously wtf

LOL Nice one

uh oh..

Batman is not gonna be too happy bout a copycat

I dunno which isit more,sad or funny.

2011-01-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year =)
I won't be posting for awhile,so see you all when I'm back

2010-12-30T00:01:00.001+08:00

Long day today(but not as long compared to yesterday),did Dragon Rider PQ with the gang.Like finally can try it F555

Its not worth it.

LOL

The PQ is relatively easy to understand,just kill everything that moves(cept your own party)to advance to the next stage.

Unfortunately,I didn't take any SSes this time,due to the constant dcing when I try,but here are some from Shar's point of view(its a rather painful point of view).I lost count how many times we lost our lives in there =_=

Halfway through

Viper power! She's doing some electric kamehameha or something along those line ._.

One of the coolest SS of our time there.Everyone's attacking,so much animation,no dc.Phew.LOL

So after 20-30mins+ we finally defeated the Damn Dragon...

...and got pwned at this "Jump quest" of sorts in the next map.

Yep we didn't get to finish it F555.Not that it matters,I think we did great.We manage to kick the dragon rider's butt in an epic 20mins+ mid air battle.

You Know We're Cool F3 LOL

/

So anyway after that we decided to find pianus,with no success,and went to Papu.Papu got downed,but only after making shar dc,and killing me once.B2 sure knows how to use lag to its advantage.
But all was not lost,thanks to Fel's Resurrect,Me and kitty(and Fel's dragon,Baka) B2 was downed.

Shortly after,a great surprise awaited me F3 With only 1-2% and nothin to lose,I decided to solo Papu.
Totally unprepared.
Totally inexperienced.
Totally running out of carrot cake.(LOL ok that's my hp pot)

But I still pull through and Soloed my very first papu YAY XD

Happy like siao.

No drops worth mentioning.
Pots used: 101 carrot cake,20+ cheese,20+ chicken kapitam,20+ pizza.

I HEREBY DECLARE PAPU A BUDGET BOSS.

I am gonna hunt it everyday,cos I came to realize the only reason I ended up using chicken kapitam was co I ran out of carrot cake.

Like wow,I never dream carrot cake would become a bossing essential for me ._.

/

This was the day before,

Gimme a 1!

Oneeee!!

Gimme a 2!

Twooooo!!

And a 3!

Threeeeeeee!!!!!!

Yes I went around Time Temple Killing Three Lilinofs out of sheer boredom.

Yes 3!! So rare hor F3

But stingy as hell bosses,no PoT. F5555.Not hunting any more,waste time.
But I found out of something neat in the map thanks to Lilinof.

One of these Guardians don't quite fit in..

Ok that's pretty much for tonight,here's something to end of the post,

In Maple,even GMs get owned.Censorship ftw.

Can someone tell me how his sentence make any sense? Cos to me,it makes none.

"Enjoy every second with your friends/family.......to play maple"

Subliminal messaging fail.Fail Gm is Fail. *facepalm*

Oh and incase anyone failed to notice..I AM NOW 140 WOOOO LOLLLL~

Nites ~

2010-12-27T02:42:00.002+08:00

A very Merry Post-Xmas to everyone! xD

2010-12-25T17:45:00.001+08:00

Omg la so sad! =( truth about maplestory LOL

2010-12-22T13:47:00.001+08:00

omg this is funny.WATCH! LOL

/win.

2010-12-20T17:59:00.003+08:00

Some Random ss from awhile back

Look so wrong...

Snowman vs Alien,jump quest,first to reach the top gets.....nothing.LOL

see the "pro" brag

Ok la Pro la Pro F3

Attempted murder to claim first place LOL

I have no idea why this alien got so many snail shells..

So Between all the fun we got another random mapler,Geramtos to join in ~

Pwned flat!

Good job Geramtos yeti! :D

woops,not so powerful now eh,run from the mad alien!

somewhere in the mix,a wild lion appears LOL

And this is snowy trying to pull of some leveling stunt,woulda worked if the level wasn't so....low LOL

Lotsa hardwork there getting from level 1 to 2

Discovered this random cave,I think its for Evans,not sure

Finally got my soaring skill,not that its of much use LOL

Clamfish mini boss,that I accidentally ran into LOL.No clam chowder though =(

And a Special meeting with my Old friend Mikey mike!

Just like the Good ol' days =D

I'll update with tons more ss later in the night ~

2010-12-19T02:56:00.005+08:00

Late night Zombie Mushmom hunting:

Long time no see zmm! >=D

Pretty good run,found all 20,1 per channel.I think people either forgot or don't care bout it anymore.
I was well rewarded for my visit XD rewards as follows:

2x 60% Two-handed sword att
1x 60% Claw att
1x 60% Polearm att
1x 60% Knuckle att

Time to sleep ~

2010-12-16T16:40:00.002+08:00

I like to read books,to escape away,not from reality but rather from people.I've come across enough to get sick and tired of all the judging,and the inability to put up with me.

I know,I'm temperamental,unpredictable and hard to handle.I've heard tons of people say that before giving up on trying to understand me.

Everyone stops trying to approach me when I start giving one word replies or sound the slightest bit off,ever so afraid to come near,thinking I'll explode onto them.That strange instinctive fear keeps them away,forever so observant of my behavior trying to notice when to be around me and when to stay away.It doesn't help that my unpredictable nature adds onto their fear even more as trying to notice any patterns on me is near impossible.

But noone believes that I won't blow up,noone takes it to believe that during those times,more than ever,I really need someone to just turn to.This lack of confidence to overcome their instinctive fear to approach me leaves me in solitude majority of the time.Eventually having to force myself to "cool down",I bottle up anything and everything that's bothering me inside,locked deep inside some twisted abyss.But it always accumulates,and it's destructive,though not to anyone else but rather to myself.Self destructive and consuming,like a slow process of death.

This process of bottling up is excruciatingly tiring and cumbersome,it takes alot of self will for one to lock away all their problems,their insecurities and fears without the help of another.As such in my case,I end up sleeping much,or spending most of my time reading books,or drawing,as a way to calm myself down,and relief myself from all the exhaustion of containing my own volatile emotions.

Sometimes I fear I've gotten too used to being alone due to a lack of close friends with whom I can pour everything out to.My erratic behavior keeps people away from trying to get close to me,and has made me lose many close friends who eventually gave up on trying to understand me.Everyone is just cautious of trying to get past the temperaments than to offer to help.But I know I can't help myself,I have met many people similar to me and have somewhat assist them in trying to find one way or another to spill all their thoughts,feelings and emotions that they had been hiding.Of cause,I cannot do the same with myself,and there is nobody who could handle me for me to lay it out to.

There are those who have gave the standard remarks "But maybe you're the one that's not making the effort to make friends".Well,it is a good response,however I realize I have both answered and proven that statement false.I have made much friends,the problem here is the inability to on the same wavelength,for a lack of better words.I have definitely made alot of efforts to make friends,people who I have come to understand and laugh with or talk with regularly.But because of the unpredictable complexity of my own uncontrolled emotions,most if not all can't fully understand most of me.Everyone knows a little here and there but that's it.No matter how much I try to make myself blatantly easy to read,everyone still fails at it.In the end the friendship goes one sided in a way,where I know many things about the person and understand them very well,while they know only a few little things about me,most of which comes from guessing and trying to make out from my behavior pattern.We are still friends,but the amount of how much we understand one another stands far apart,hence I could always be of use and help to my friend but none could in turn help me when I feel down.

Sometimes it just feels hopeless,like I'm going to be stuck having to deal with the troubles and bothers and all the complexities of this life myself.Like standing on a singe platform that's not big enough for any more than one.Like noone can ever understand the me that's true.There are times I feel like turning a deaf ear to everyone and everything.After all,I can't connect with anyone,why should I care about them?In fact,I doubt anyone would object to that,my lack of significance making it any different to noone.But I still do,I still bother about others,about friends who only I can seem to understand and not vice versa.I still go about bothering about everyone,bound by some meaningless hope.But I don't think too much of it if I could.I shouldn't have any reason to.

And if I were to bet my money on this,I would say that anyone who reads this wouldn't understand most of it,and would be lost soon after the first passage or so.

/End.

2010-12-15T18:26:00.001+08:00

Pirates of the caribbean!!! XD

MAY 20th WOOO O.O

2010-12-13T13:11:00.000+08:00

Upcoming movies of 2011 that has to be watched in theatres.DIE DIE MUST WATCH!! F555

Thor.

Transformers:Dark of the moon

Green Lantern

The Green Hornet

XDDDDD

2010-12-11T14:33:00.002+08:00

Song's been playing in my head over and over past few days o.o

2010-12-08T19:24:00.000+08:00

Omg she's so cute la HAHA!

So..expressive XD

<3

2010-12-03T19:24:00.000+08:00

O.M.G like finally!! XD

Ranbu no Melody -SID

2010-12-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

Sigh,I'm fking tired.down with a cold and irked over alot of matters at one go.This is why I hate to take medicine.

/
I wish i was significant enough to at least one person out there,it bothers me how everyone has someone to turn to,and I just face on the world myself.Not only do I feel fking alone by that,but also always have so much angst,though its in a dormant state most of the time,unless at a time like this,when I take flu medicine or any other medicine =_=

/

I hate how people only talk to me when they need me.When everything is okay,I don't hear from anyone,not one fking bit.To expect someone to talk to me genuinely out of concern is like expecting singapore to have snow falling from the sky -.-

/

Totally off topic,but I hate hearing how guys are so fking sad to go into ns.Cry,whine,throw tantrum all you guys fking like,but it will still come,doesn't matter what kinda scenario you're in,just finished As,poly or whatnot when its time to go,its time to go.And SAF isn't gonna give a flying fuck bout whether you're upset or haven't had enough holidays.Just deal with it. -_-

/

af;awkeja;sm;aslmfsa;lm;lM!!!!!!!!! okay that was random crap cos i felt like it.lols.

/

I fear for my future sometimes cos I dunno wth I wanna do with my life,its like a leaf being blown about in the wind with no direction.

/
I'm thankful for the section I'm doing my extras with,for giving me good hours,and respecting me as a senior in camp.Most understand that I'm being punished for something I don't deserve.Not that anything can be done so I'll just do what I have to.

I just hate how someone can be deemed at fault just by doing something without knowing about it.Fking log-heads.

/

its a good thing I got very few hrs to work tmr,so I can sleep alot.With this block nose,I doubt I'll get much rest tonight.Then again only if I'm fine in the morning,if not I'll just take mc.Fk it.I'm already starting to burn.

/

Want to type more,but I forgot. LOL. ok buaiix.

2010-11-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

So like the latest patch in Maple brought about the Dual blades,some lame ninja ripoff of the bandits in maple.
The story is not as bad as the job,goes something like this:

The Previous dark lord apparently had two disciples,one of them Jin, who is the current dark lord,and the other was his own daughter,Syl.

So apparently the previous dark lord went to help Tristan to fight the huge balrog (which noone now cares about.LOL) and got killed or something,so Jin who was there with him ended up inheriting the title as the next dark lord and is now hanging upside down inside e jazz bar at kerning city.

But syl ended up with the wrong understanding that Jin killed her father,and decided to create her own group and begun recruiting maplers to join her cause and become dual bladers! dunn dun!!

*yawn* typical Chinese soap opera story.

But obviously we all know Syl got it all wrong,and the Jin didn't kill her father,but how many of you know that the father....is still alive?

HAH bet you didn't see that coming huh! Here's the prove to my claim

The truth!

Hence wit sufficient enough prove,I rest my case and conclude that Dual bladers are now running around without any aim in their lives and fighting under Lady Syl for a defeated cause.They should thus be deemed invalid and removed as a job,thus putting all the flying little kids in maple out of job.

/Win.

LOL~

2010-11-28T23:35:00.001+08:00

Finally after many days of unsuccessful hunting,Shar and Ben finally go head to head with Lilinof,the Ice knight!!

See the speck of light there beside lilinof? Yea that's shar F3

Trying to be all gung-ho and solo =X

Ben vs Shar & Lilinof.LOL

Yess! Ben and weird blue person inside bubble defeated lilinof XD

Honestly,Lilinof was tough,it kept pushing both of us far away constantly with some Wind-blast attack =_='
But nevertheless,the Ice Horse thingy was no match for us,and went down in like..15mins?++

And the quest that followed right after actually manage to do what Lilinof couldn't..

Killing us.>_>+

Beware the Magic refiner.

ok,will update more soon,nites ~ XD

2010-11-19T00:28:00.002+08:00

Here's a whole lot of funny pics I've been saving forawhile ;D

LOL I rmb asking this to shar and someone else XD

They're not under mystery for nothing F3

LOL nice analogy

SOFA KING =D the name speaks for itself.ahem LOL

yet another "king"

LOL.

DOUGH JOKE :D

Mulan rocks.One of my favourite childhood disney movies.

HAHA wtf!

Final fantasy tactics? No! This is tictacs!cool shyt man XD

The truth,at long last!

I share such similar sentiments,hate when people reply "k" or "kk"

LOL whut.

GIFs don't seem to work,so click this pic to see the whole animation! =P

Ok amuse and be amused ;D

2010-11-17T23:21:00.001+08:00

Bossing finally hits a whole new level as Ben takes on the tyrant of ludibirum,Papulatus!! The power of time and space is far too powerful for any one mapler,so Pengy and shar jump in to save ludi as well XD


The 3 heroes

The fight begins!

smile for the camera =D

take a break,have a kitkat...even if it's in the middle of a boss battle =X

goofing around while waiting for papu to finish its nap F3

B2 D:

Victory! :D and we got an infinity sb XD

Total time taken:10mins++

Pretty good effects for a monster card O.O

And that's how the 3 of us saved ludibrium from eternal chaos!! XD
With papulatus down for the count,which boss will be next to go down!?

DUNN DUN DUNNNN!! ~

2010-11-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

I feel so disconnected.So insignificant.

I just envy certain people cos they've got people who can understand em.Its like..someone you can "click" with.

Meh.

I'm not complaining that I don't have friends etc,because I do have friends around me,and it would be an insult to say so otherwise.

But its just...I can't click with anyone,noone can really seem to understand me,or maybe I just don't seem like an important enough person to waste time getting to know lols.

I'm not alone,yet I am.Everyday I'm surrounded by people,friends,acquaintances,etc but no amount of company seem to relief me off this disconnection I feel from everyone.Like I'm in a totally different dimension from the rest.

sigh..ah screw this =.=

2010-11-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

AHHH SO TIREDDD!! X_X

Went for medical appointment @ NUH for my injured knee today.Man what a day,this knee is making my life way more entertaining than necessary <_<

Firstly I never gone NUH by bus,so I got lost.yaaay,I ended up dunno which interchange(clementi I think),and had to take a return bus to get down at the correct place =_='

Well,no matter right,cos my appointment's at 2.40pm and I reached the correct place at 2.40,sharp.

WRONG.

Apparently everyone there also has an appointment letter like me wthhh F55 I had to sit through registration for 25mins!(with only 6 people infront of me from the start).Talk about "fast and efficient".

The doctor was a funny guy....and I think its just me,always running into weirdos and weird scenarios.

Doc: Ok..so how's it feeling now?
Me: Yea,its getting better now,not much pain.
Doc:Oh good good..lets see you injured this er..lemme see,last week huh..monday..
Me: ..er..its over a month now ._.
Doc:oh? *stare* but you injured your right shoulder last week correct?
Me: huh... =_=' uh..I injured my left knee
Doc:*stare*...........You're Lee meng wee right?
Me:......no.(how the hell do I even look chinese?!)
Doc:*looks at number slip* ohhh..almost same,wrong on though..hahaha ok lets see..Elamaaran correct? *smile*
Me: yea....(shit,I'm dead.This guy is gonna kill me.)

Then he decided to inspect the swelling,

Doc: isit still painful?
Me: only if you press then yea
Doc*starts massaging around and pressing*
Me: (stop that...I'm gonna kill you dam old man F55)

In the end after pressing around and amusing himself,the old geezer asked me to go to another room and wait.Apparently he decided to inject and draw out the blood from the swelling(apparently its a clot).

For once I didn't hafta wait long,few mins after sitting outside the new room,this really cute young nurse attended to me and called me in,some briefing on what the mad doc was gonna do to my leg.

Nurse:ok Maaran,so later we'll be injecting the injured leg,which would be your right-
Me:Left
Nurse:oh! Left! oh sorry *laugh*
Me:(ahhh kawaii *__*)
Nurse: so later the doctor will remove the blood from the clot..
Me: (shit damn geezer F5 why can't the cute nurse do it instead T_T)
Nurse: ah..ok so you wait here first la,and you'll need to change to the hospital clothing first,cos the injection might be messy later,we don't want your jeans to get stained ok? ^^
Me: ok ^^ (crap..messy?..wth are they planning to do..T__T) *anxious*

So for the next 10mins+ I jus followed her around to get the clothes,then went to a small room all the way inside..a small room by itself with a bed

Nurse:ok you change first,then we'll get the things ready,just let me know when you're done

See! All looks good right,cute nurse waiting for me to change then prepare stuff,making my visit to the hospital all smooth and peaceful again...

WRONG.

For one the hospital clothing looks like some apron,so i thought she gave me the top when i needed the bottom only,so I pulled back the curtain to tell her.

Me:uh..hey you know-
*stares into this really fierce looking old woman*
Old fierce woman: HELLO! WHY HAVEN"T WEAR YOUR CLOTHES?
Me: hi ._. *meek mode* I think she gave me the wrong one,she gave the top,I need the bottom
Old fierce woman:*smile* no dear...its a one piece,u just wear over,it'll cover the whole body,don't worry
Me: oh,ok i get it,I go wear now ._.
Old not so fierce but just looks fierce woman:Very smart =)

So later on I found out she was the head nurse of that ward,all the other younger nurses call her "mama".
With nothing left for me to do,but wait for the doc,mama told me to just lie down on the bed and relax.

Hey nothing wrong yea?Just relax,wait for doctor and all...

WRONG.

The old guy took 1hr to get his ass to the ward which was jus a corridor away F555.And I fell asleep while waiting '<_<

So the doc finally decided to carry out the injection and drawing blood.

Doc:Ok I need some iodine*insert random dangerous sounding chemical names*,and the needle
Mama:Ok we got the pink one,small fine one
Doc:no no,get me the green one
Mama:the thick one?
Doc:Ya the thick one,the very thick one,draw blood.
Me:(Thick one....?) ~x.x~

Add the smallness of that lone room,dim lights and lack of vision due to lying upright,I felt like I was truly in some mad scientist lab.argh =_=

But turns out he just needed the small fine one to inject the anesthetic,the big one later insert to the open wound to draw blood.

oh well..all well,ends well...right?

WRONG T_T

Doc:hmmm I can't draw any blood,nothing.Get me some *insert more random chemical names*
Me: (ah there goes my leg...)
Doc: hmmm very solid the swell.might not be blood you know,I think we need to take some tissue samples to send for lab.
Mama:ok
Me:(tissue samples...wth?!)

From mad scientist my thoughts went to resident evil =_='l|

But die die in the end they jus took some tissue samples from my leg,and sent it for some lab check.

Well at least the cute nurse escorted me to the cashier T.T

The payment came up to $187+.Luckily since I'm still serving ns,it was free.

BUT

My next follow up is on the 13th dec.

...I ord on the 10th.

O___O

WILL MY MEDICAL COST STILL BE COVERED!? F555

*answer still in pending* dunnn T__T

hence why I'm so tired.So I'm gonna go sleep now.goodnight. ~T_T/

2010-11-07T15:20:00.000+08:00

I feel so meh..You know the kinda feeling you get when you wanna be there for someone,but in the end couldn't?Kinda like that,its part guilt,part upset,all baseless =_=

Meh..I was hoping to spend the day with moose,reading all her penguin classics :(

Saddappointment ttm.

2010-11-04T13:25:00.001+08:00

such a sweet song XD

2010-11-01T00:09:00.001+08:00

The Boss killing continues as Ben and Shar take on the ghostly Capt Latanica on Halloween night ~ XD

whoops,looks like I froze both Latanica and Shar O.O

Very cool ss of all 3 of us using some special attack on each other XD

Seriously,the dragon strike animation looks alot like the symbol of Mortal Kombat

Sorry no SSes of the good ol'captain defeated,will show during another round (if I don't slip up and heal myself with ramen instead of cheese LOL~)

= Nites =

2010-10-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

LAST NIGHT STAYING FOR ORD COURSE WOOOO SO EXCITED TO LEAVE LOL

Past 2 days were full of eventful happenings,thanks to Urban ops XD

Look forward to a long post ~

Meanwhile,here's the new bleach opening,raaargh so cool *__* (ok its like 2wks old BUT still new).And its by SID! :D omg damn awesome la,one of my favourite Jrock bands XDDD

2010-10-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

Some awesome new pics from http://thingsweforget.blogspot.com/

These 2 are without doubt,for myself,not to self,if you will,

And this is what I tell many people,very often,cause miss people forget this when worries and reality set into their head,

Ok,gonna go back camp soon..damn.

THIS ORD COURSE IS SO BORING!! GOSH THIS SUX T_T

2010-10-24T14:46:00.002+08:00

18/10/10

Finally got my Olivia chair XD

Apparently we don't F2 like most normal people.

Some random boss sses,

Couldn't find Griffey but ended up finding a Manon instead =x

Finally found Leviathan hiding somewhere in the icy valleys of Dragon forest

Just gotta love bosses that fall for puppet ;D

Didn't drop anything worth though =( Its no wonder noone hunts it <_<

Dodo,this morning,for quest sake,died once due to wrong pot T.T oh my 7%

Hey look,shar giving her sexy expression LOL

She looks like she's gonna grab dodo and throw it up O.O'

Still no good drops,only this weird helmet(etc)

update more later *packing*

2010-10-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

Just for laughs,all the crap I've found past few days LOL~

even I would be scared by such a creepy bird LOL

can be used against people in forums F3 *thumbs up*

LOL literally

Patrick ftw

LOLLLLLLL *speechless*

Fairy odd parents =D

LOL OWNED


LOL!

I really tried this before! In fact,its still available in the drop down bar LOL!

ahem!LOL

LOL christians/catholic would understand this one XD

Jerk dad ttm! LOL

Ok,I swear I've really thought of this MANY times,especially when I see guys with such large plugs =X

FAIL.LOL *facepalm*

Saw this question when it was still new on yahoo answers last time LOL

LOL sexist comeback

Shar beat me to it,but I DUN CAREEEEE F3.


Go try! LOL~

Ok ~ sleep time,Nites ~

2010-10-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

meh,I still feel upset over what happen few days back =(

mannn I feel like such a jerk for having thrown all my dumb temper around at people who didn't deserve it,especially at shar,now I can't even talk to them normally,since everyone's so cautious bout what they say to me,instead of just being happy and carefree.

I've always been bad at initial impressions,no surprises why I guess *facepalm*

Meh..*still feeling sad*

I'll post some funny stuff laterz.

2010-10-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

Best Bleach ed in a long while,nuff said.Super awesome song,its called Last moment by Spyair.
I've got a feeling its gonna end up in my favourite band list <_< *ahem*

Anyway here's the ED~

2010-10-10T22:54:00.002+08:00

I tire of talking to people.Anyone,everyone.

2010-10-10T12:17:00.000+08:00

Magic -B.o.B ft. Rivers Cuomo

2010-10-02T11:03:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHH I CAN'T WAIT!!! D:

2010-09-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

Easier to run -Linkin Park

2010-09-23T23:38:00.003+08:00

All this anger is choking me and I feel like a small kid that still hasn't grown up.sigh.

Just get upset when people see me as someone I'm not.Its like my personality and character are all judged before I even showed anything.

I just hate opening up to people,or even talking to anyone at times,always wondering how quick they will characterize me away as however they see fit.

I dunno why my mood gets spoiled so easily.Maybe I'm just too sensitive,or just petty.

Sometimes I feel vengeful for all the stupid reasons.Sometimes I feel so selfish and retarded,wanting everyone around me to suffer like I do,not wanting others to be happy when I'm not.

I feel like a mess,a big fking mess.I doubt anyone can understand me,so just screw it.

I feel so angry and sad and like crying,and I dunno where the effing hell all these feelings are coming from.I want someone to bother,but then I'll just feel like I'm being pitied and lash out in anger,and I don't wanna do that.

I can't even understand myself.So fking fail I am. sigh *facepalm*

2010-09-17T20:50:00.005+08:00

Been gone for quite awhile,was busy with work,mapling,going out,lessons etc etc.So by the time I'm back home at the end of the day,I'm either too tired or uninterested to blog =X well sorry lols~

This might be a long post since I'll cover everything that happened like last 2 weeks all the to yesterday,so if you're not up for a long post,there are various exits around for you to get off the page *thumbs up*

Over 2weeks ago -

YOG opening/closing fireworks,
It was quite nice,but the camera I had(which was a neighbour's one) sucks big time. <_<

Now some dota funnnnn just some random pics of me trying out Slardar,the Slithereen Guard.Awesome HP boost,attack and movement speed built in one *__*

Okay,so I totally terrorized the enemy team(both normals).Here's something cool that happen one of the times when I used enchantress ~

LOL~ Totally surrounded.ownage ttm x_x

Sept 11,

My birthday,most obviously.Thanks to everyone who wished,sadly those that mattered to me didn't wish.Nothing new anyway.
So went to watch Resident Evil Afterlife with the whole gang,in 3D.Alvin just like 3d,dunno why.I honestly feel its overrated.

Resident Evil: Afterlife 3D
Rating: 7/10 (so-so)

I think the movie wasn't so bad,but it wasn't really great either.Very little action,few zombie attacks and the plot was kinda plain.
What really made the show awesome was the main villain Albert Wesker *__*
I think the guy playing his character was a pretty good fit,the only fighting involving was Wesker was kickass man,super cool.

But! The whole fighting sequence was a DIRECT RIPOFF from the game Resident Evil 5.The way Wesker manhandled both Chris and Claire in the movie was the exact move-to-move replica of the way Wesker owned Chris and Sheva in the game.So,that was quite disappointing.But still wooo Wesker XD

And the ending featured another surprise character from Resident evil 5 as well.So I'm sure there's a sequel to this movie.Like what Darrell said "walao! Like never ending sia the movie!" LOL

Partial Spoiler ~

Was talking to Darrell this morning bout RE movie.I think Umbrella Corp(main baddie in Resident evil) in the movie is just damn fail.I mean they actually tricked the survivors to get to the ship "Arcadia" so that they can be trapped and experimented on.That's all fine but...

WTH IS THE POINT?! I mean like okay,even if they did manage to create successful bioweapons to rule the world,there's no use cos the whole damn world has been zombified.Like dudeee Wesker wth are you gonna do with all your superpower bioweapons now. LOL

Secondly,its pointless to sell em in the black market to earn $$ because,

1) The market is obviously full of zombies.
2) There's no use for money in a world full of stupid decaying walking corpses.LOL mannn did the umbrella people even tried the ATM yet.Sheesh! lol!

~
Anyway after the movie,went to clarke quay and ended up at some retrobar called Yello Jello or something.I think the place is just damn fail,all middle age people =_= only thing nice was their special yello jello *something* shot which was nice cos it had jelly on top and was damnn sweet *__*

After getting bored of the Fail bar,we decided to just go club instead,and ended up at Rebel Boutique Club.Club club until 4am+ and went home. x__x
I think people who club just have too much money to burn,entrance fee already $30.The entree woman kept staring at my IC then at me,for so long.Like hello I look the same what no meh =_='

Clubbing wasn't so hard,just move left right,swing abit,hand up every now and then.Basically just pretend you're a zombie.After watching RE less than 4hrs before,it was easy feat to act like one LOL.so clubbing was successful. haha.

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Sept 16,

Been Mapling lately,just trying to benefit from the Alien quest before its gone,pretty effective.The dual blader class is coming out soon,not really my sorta thing,but will try it out for a feel.

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Ok done with long post, cya real soon peeps,ciao ~ ^^v

2010-09-09T01:15:00.002+08:00

Boo ~ Back! Been on a movie marathon today so I'll cover on the movies I watched today XD

4 movies in total,

First one to start the day was


Prince of Persia

Rating: 7/10 (Not bad)

Plot wise not bad,and the acrobatic fighting was very eye catching,but the ending abit meh <_< I know its about time tavelling and stuff but sheesh,rewinding all the way back to the start of the movies is just..mannn *facepalm*

Second was,

The A-Team

Rating:8/10 (Good entertainment!)

Plot was good,characters were amazingly funny,and retarded to the max.Personally I think the movie was a bit short.But nevertheless,a good watch.

Third one,

The Expendables

Rating: 5/10 (Booooooring)

This ones actually a new movie,still in cinemas O.O but..ahem =X
Didn't live up to the hype the trailer created.More like just a whole bunch of action stars in one film with crappy plot and fighting here there everywhere.Glad I didn't watch in cinemas <_<

Lastly,

Iron Man 2

Rating: 9/10 (Awesome shyt!)

I'm happy at least the last movie of the day was awesome enough to make me feel like I didn't waste my day XD
Plot was pretty decent,continue from the first movie,but the best thing was all the machines and pew pew pew!! and KA BOOM!! Really kickass!
Recommended *thumbs up*

And that concludes My movie ratings,will watch a few more movies tomorrow.
Sorry for the boring post anyway ~ LOL~

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Sharoonnnnnnnn the creamy cream!! you'll never beat me! NEVAAAAAAA!~ LOLLL~

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Nights ~ LOL

2010-09-07T02:20:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOO!!! FMA:Brotherhood Completed!!! *thumbs up* XD

Review-

Fullmetal Alchemist:Brotherhood

Rating: 09/10 (Die Die must watch!)

Honestly Brotherhood was one of the most EPIC anime I've ever watched T__T *tears of awe*

Anyone who hasn't watch really should,kickass plot,awesome characters,great twists and surprises and enough action and adventures to keep your head spinning!

WARNING!: This Anime may be(well probably..nah definately) ADDICTIVE!!!!!!! You have been warned =X

But seriously go ahead and watch it,its one of those shows you won't regret spending your time on. ^__^b

Ok so here's the 5th and last opening for the anime =D

Anyway given how addictive and awesome it was,I am now officially suffering from,

POST FMA STRESSSSSS!! DUNN DUN DUNNN

LOL~ X__X

So being all mopped up over the ending of a fine show and with no other worth enough anime to settle on,I went to find the OST(Original soundtrack,for the dumb people who dunno what OST means.).They got 2,but I found OST 1 so far *__*

Most of the tracks were so-so,common throughout the show,but I particularly like this one(below).Though it was already played early in the anime,it wasn't really significant,but during part of the final battles scenes,wooo!! Especially near the end of Ep55 when Wrath returns to single handedly take back central LOL.And when Mustang vs Father XD Awesome shyt I tell ya *__*b

Ok time to hit the sack,Nites!~ *clap hands* BZZZHHH!!

2010-09-05T20:11:00.002+08:00

Ok,I'm done finding a new blogskin,I guess this would have to do for the time being.

Didn't really think of posting much cos I'm too busy chionging fma(FullMetal Alchemist)

Brotherhood is far more better and epic than the first Fullmetal Alchemist series.Obviously cos brotherhood follows the manga while the first series just threw in some made up stuff here and there in the plot <_<

Almost done anyway,at 50 now woooo =D MANNNN only 14 more to go D:

Was talking to mikey bout how sad its gonna be when it ends,cos then I dunno what else to watch T.T
Not to mention fma was the only anime the I downloaded into psp to watch at work,too hooked to it =X

PS:Finally reached the 5th op =D.It's not bad,but 4th is still more awesome LOL

But OP 3 still takes the cake for being the best *__*/

2010-08-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

Won't post till wkend,cos of few reasons like;

-The current skin kinda sux,too compact to embed vids =(
-Injured my finger,so now both my left thumb and my right middle finger are injured,its not easy to type,much less type without any typos T.T
-Once my finger recovers,I needa wrap up chapt 3 and 4 of the story I'm doing,so sorry yaku D:
-Need time to find a proper new blog skin duh

So,sorry bout that,will be back by Saturday thought =D

2010-08-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

A Philosophy professor asked his students just 1 question for their final exam.The question was,

"How are you going to make me believe that this chair in front of you is invisible?"

It took all of the students 1 hour to finish writing the answer except for 1 lazy student who only took 5 seconds.After that day,the results were posted and the lazy student got the highest score.

Know what his answer was?

"What chair?"

Lesson: Do not make simple things complicated =)

Alittle abit of this and that

2010-08-19T00:58:00.000+08:00

Been "chionging" my Spear man HitThatSpear lately,mostly just to catch up to yaku.So now we can hit 50 together or something F3.
Anyway to wrap up the whole "Who opened the damn portal to Andras!?F5" quest,here are some pics pf the epic battle against the mastermind,Astaroth.

Aiding me in battle are Yaku and Kitty.

well looky looky,a resting spot XD

super awesome dark energy forcefield attack.Its got 'win' written all over it *_*

Burn liao.GG.I look funny LOLL

DunnDunDUNN grim reaper attack O.O

almost there F55

Game check! XD

And ta-da! Astaroth's been defeated and the portals are prolly closed again =D lols

As for today,it was mad chionging at golden temple =X

39(missed 38 =X)

42 XD

Ok fine I didn't quite play fair =(


Cheatzor alert!! pii pii piii!!

='(((

Anyway,been dota-ing with new heroes,trying out Str type heroes,will post some sses tmr XD,meanwhile,heres some random dota pics =P

LOL the last panel really is true hahahaa!

pretty cool cartoon version of the game loading screen XD

ok time to slp ~ nights

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We are all born ignorant, but one must work hard to remain stupid.

-Benjamin Franklin

Abit of good,but for the most part bad =/

2010-08-16T21:45:00.002+08:00

Back with another new bunch of SSes of the adventures of My spear man =D

So after lvling to 30,the most obvious place to head to was Mushroom Castle!

There was a PQ there I had to complete in order to wrap up all the quests(they're all really good exp!)
The PQ required me to hunt down 3 different colored yetis,and I couldn't go in without a party.Thankfully,kitty was also pqing so I got to join him =D

Quite the large pt eh =X

And Me fighting the main baddie of the storyline,the prime minister of Mushroom Castle!

After that I went to continue on my quest to find out Who opened the portal to Andras =O
Well apparently it was some evil demon called Astaroth,and I can't reach its lair without going through some stinky forest.To go through the forest I had to gather up some materials to make some 'special gas mask' =/
Terrible weird selection of items,but with alitte hardwork and some cheating,I finished...and got this crap.

I know most helms have been pretty ugly,but this really takes the cake =_=

After wearing it,I entered the pathway to leading to Astaroth's lair aka stink forest..but!It didn't look stinky at all,but rather mysterious and interesting.But the best part bout the forest were the mini bosses XD I got to fight em all,yessss! *__*


I think the pirate mini boss(top)looks the best

Evidently the rest look like crappy.

And yea,I can't go any further cos i need a party of 3 total to enter.meh,maybe someone is doing the quests,needa see forums for party.

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Kinda getting bored chionging this char,for the most part bored of lvling and doing all the crap alone =_= but guess I'm rather slow compared to the rest,mostly cos of 24hrs shift on one of the days that set me back pretty far.
~~Meh,I really wanted to do the quests and stuff with the rest,kinda got frustrated over the weekends cos I couldn't join em with the lvl diff and stuff.~~

Crappy thing is,I'm still angry about it.But its really stupid,its not like anyone's to be at fault,so I can't really be angry at any of the rest,then again its not my fault since I was in camp and I can't help it,so I can't be angry with myself either.But I dunno..I think it just makes me feel left out and I get very moody bout it,and constantly start dissing off/snapping off and being highly cynical and sarcastic towards everyone that talks to me.I can't wait to get to 50,get the stupid ring and just go back to my crossbow master,where there's no pq,no need to party and train or socialize.

Not that I like to be alone,in fact I downright hate it more than anything in the world,but its abit of my sensitivity level and a little perfectionism in me that messes things up when I'm around people =_= blaarghhh.Terrible combi of flaws LOL~ I like to hang around with people alot,but the moment I feel unincluded in things,I'll just get mood out and move away,and just prefer to be alone.Unfortunately nothing anyone says or does to make me feel better works,cos as far as I'm concerned,I'm no longer a part of the whole event.

~~So yes,the "Get to 50 for the critical rings!" fun I had with a few friends is starting to fade away.I'm just bend on getting to 50 and then chucking this char away.tyvm.~~

So..sorry people,but that's just me,I know its childish,but telling me not to be like that is like telling a blind dude to open his eyes.In other words,you can't change a person.So deal with it,if not its cool,just don't talk to me.

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Went to see YOG opening fireworks near The Esplanade,gotta wait for that post cos the pics are not up yet =P

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Momo came on last night and was telling bout how she's suddenly into Pokemon O.O Honestly she's 10yrs too late,but whatever! Pokemon always rawks =D

Found this Pokemon first opening parody.Its really...LOL

2010-08-13T00:36:00.002+08:00

WOO I SEE LAND!! LOL~

So a few of us decided to "chiong" a newbie character up to level 50 to get the new adventurer rings.
I decided on mine to be a spearman,since its like one of the only job I have yet to try.

yes I'm late,advance to 1st job at level 11 wth LOL

Behold HitThatSpear!(sounds rather wrong,ahem!).Anyway,its really easy to train chars now with all the new quests,that give tons of exp.If you're up for hardcore grinding,then try the limited time only Golden temple monkeys,they're good exp for lower levels.


wooshing! the blur effect so cool!

One particularly interesting one was the job related quests,where I had to hunt down some evil boss,I do believe each job has its own unique 'Evil boss" to beat,mine named Andras(reminds me of andras curry,an indian restaurant ROFL)

So there,its time to go through the demon gateway and save all of perion!(and the maple world while I'm at it)

That's one helluva cool portal *__*

Woosh Andras Time!! >=O


wth OWL! F55

ping! piang!

woozhcha!

Downed! XD

Actually Andras spawns just as fast as a normal mob LOL,A second Andras stunned me while i was standing around relaxing =_='

"!?!?" was the reaction.

But with Andras defeated,the Big Q now remains:Who open the portal to Andras!? O.O dunn dun DUNN!!~ Don't worry,I'll spear my way to the answer real soon.. *thumbs up*
But as a reward..i got..

Possessed by Andras! F5 or rather his head O_o

oh noes =O

nah.I get to keep its head as a reward.LOL.Now I look like some retarded owl walking around.

Besides that,finally went in to Golden Temple to fight ravana again with yaku.AND YET AGAIN NO HELM.WTHHHHH.


Hurray for strike 3 with the most fail boss ever.

ok that's all for the night,needa hit 30 asap <_<
Can't.lose.to.the.cream. ughhh x_x LOL~

Heard this song playing at subway in the evening.I'm not really a fan of American Idols and their albums,Adam Lambert isn't any different,but I just happen to like this song ;D

Nights ~

New post!! After so damn long __

2010-08-10T19:52:00.004+08:00

So like...FINALLY! LOL!

New post at last,I really took long this time cos,I had absolutely no idea wth to post for a comeback. =/

So I'm just gonna post a few rubbish here and there to kick off,
Rubbish as in stuff I have been up to lately and blah blah <_<

Ok I'll start of with some maple sses,by far the easiest thing to post about Lol~

This here's some special premium monster that I got from one of the crappy sacks from this event that been going on for ages(forgot what event though LOL)

Zorro pig?! O.O

And here we have a nubcake trying to challenge on the great zorro pig..and failed,evidently F3


so...fail LOL

The Little nublet just doesn't give up does she..

LOL super ownage

LOL anyway I'm chionging mltc now,get my red belt asap then go for black.Graargggh it'll be easier with snipe,but damn green book takes forever to find x__x Foreverr everrr everrr everrrrr

Oh yea I think the new patch in general is just crap,they made it sound so wow but after playing non of the new stuff are easy to obtain/experience.

One interesting add on (thought temporarily only)was the Golden temple.Its a map based after siam,where you can find the Ravana boss,and fight it for a ravana helm,which actually has better stats than scarlion.
But first thing first:

-For some reason all the new better helms just keep getting more uglier and more ghey =_=
-To fight the stupid ravana boss,you gotta collect 5 sunbursts,and you can only hunt it in a special map that has a 30min time limit.
-Sunburst has friggin low drop rate.So low,it makes 2x drop rate feel like crap.

So yea,its a pain in the ass process just trying to get into the temple.

BUT! Its no biggy for Cero and of cos I got em 5 sunbursts(after goddamn long <_<) I hunted for them at the stone goblin maps btw

PS:They drop red underwears..sexehh!

Didn't really take any ss during the fight,was afraid of dcing,been happening often when I try ss-ing
But here's 2 sses from Yaku the Fail (LOL)


Did you know?The bottom pair of arms don't really move much As compared to the other two pairs ~

And..This sums up how fail the boss is,


what!? No helm!? What madness is this! raargh graghh Rage fits

All in all,a colossal waste of time.
We were so lifeless,we actually went in a second time.Still no Helm x__x
I'm still trying for a third attempt.No giving up now!! raaar!
Credits to Sharon for the last 2 sses F3

HMMM besides that I can't really think up of anything at the moment,still rotting in camp everyday,4 more months to go wooooo XD.

Been dota-ing,so I'll put up some sses of that as well =D

Oh yea in an epic moment of fail,I injured my thumb,like a month back.Obviously no pics,don't wanna gross you people out,but it was swollen and all black(contaminated blood,no really O.O)

Its not swollen as bad now,but I'm still waiting for the nail to drop off,and my whole thumb is still black.And what stroke of luck its my left thumb,and! I'm left handed woooo. Still struggling to write after a month but doing alot better bleh.

But I can now play games without any pain so...Time to complete that Resident Evil 5 *__*b

Ok end post.heres something to wrap it up,for now,ciao ~
I think its damn cool la.Its short and the animation is really good too =P

2010-08-02T17:12:00.010+08:00

ATTENTION!

BEEP BEEP..BZZT..WOAH What's that I hear..wait its getting louder..

U..p.

say what? wait its getting louder..

upd..at..

huh?! sounds like something big but i can't make out the sound..its getting closer now..hmm

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WOAH..THE HELL IS THAT?!O.O!!

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BAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!

...ugh

UPDATES!!!! Coming soon..VERY soon. >=(
(oh so that's the word..update..right,ow.. *ko*)

2010-05-19T22:56:00.001+08:00

For anyone interested enough to waste their time,

My Tumblr

2010-05-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

man,I wonder if you received my card,its really hard to tell anything x_x

Am playing around with tumblr these days,once i get used to it,I'll let out the tumblr add ;P

btw,if any of you haven't tried the limited magnum gold ice cream,go do so,its caramelicious XD

2010-05-02T20:51:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was one hell of a relaxed 24hrs shift,so I actually felt good the entire day.

And today was like my first practical lesson,like gosh EXCITING OK! ^.^v

I was abit nervous at the start,I mean,driving out into the open roads for the very first time,who wouldn't be nervous at first! But thanks to all the free rides home from Nic,I kinda got used to the feeling of being at the front(he loves to be a speed demon,so it obviously bolstered my courage of facing the roads like 2x O.O)

The instructor seemed pretty fine,nice guy who was rather patient,and gave lotsa tips,wooo hurray! XD

LOL he said I have a very professional composure when driving.hahahahaha! But I seem to have the bad habit of having only one hand on the wheel instead of two lol! ahem.

So that was really a good first lesson,I love morning lessons,I think the feeling is just so peaceful and relaxed.damn good haha

Came home around noon,and spent my noon watching Naruto,Bleach and also this studio ghibli film called Return of the Cat. It was a relatively short movie(as compared to the likes of spirited away and princess mononoke,god I love these 2 movie <3)

Went for the usual 5km run + gym,its good I finally added this regime to my daily lifestyle,I was getting fat.I kid you not.Can't expect instant results but I should expect myself to be lean and mean again by say..6 months ;D

On a random note,I'M TOTALLY ADDICTED TO STARRY EYED *___* I really dunno why though,I just happened to hear it over the radio a week back,and damn catchy song just got me x_x LOL~

Here it is for anyone interested -

Ok I'm off,ciao,woah oh oh - ah ah ~

2010-04-27T00:01:00.001+08:00

Neh,I'm really really happy for you,grats on passing =)

I just wish I could still talk to you as friends like before,and share the joy

2010-04-25T21:44:00.003+08:00

Well,everyone around me seems to be sad and worried,or generally upset over one thing or another.

One is worried for her best friend whose changing,unfortunately for the worse.Change is dependent on how much a person is willing to be influenced.We can only do so much,and you know she's not listening to you.We can at most only hope she won't change for the bad of things.

One is upset over the abandonment from her boyfriend.The fault was both,but you loved him and you're denying any of his faults and taking all the blame.You did the same mistake as I did;you let your emotions get the better of you and cloud your judgment,causing you to do all the wrong things and say everything you shouldn't have.In the end all the wrong choices that you made while blinded caused the downfall.

Noone deserves to be sad,but reality is harsh,and each time we fall we learn things,the harder we fall the more important life lessons we learn.But we gotta keep moving on,one day,these lessons we learn will be of importance,that's why we hafta learn it now.

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I realize my own mistakes too,I was too dependent on you,always wanting your attention,and when you didn't give me that,I grew resentful and argued with you over many petty things.It was something I should have stopped but I didn't.I'm sorry that in the end my behavior only pushed you more and more away from me and made you irritated with me.I'm sorry I kept sounding weird when I try talking to you lately(but you didn't respond of cos).I just wanted you to accept me back as your friend.I'll leave it to you to decide that.

I hope you're doing well in school now,remember what I told,it won't be easy going uni from poly.I know you can,but you're really gonna hafta work hard,so do your best.

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2010-04-24T18:28:00.004+08:00

Do you know that dreadful feeling,the bitter taste in your mouth,when something is ailing you really badly but you just can't tell anyone?
No,the reason you can't tell isn't because you don't want to but rather you're forbidden from doing so.

And when you can't take it and open up to another,the consequences have proven to be grave,what then will you do?

Tell me,because I do not know what to do,or how long more I can take it.

1 year left..1year huh? For so long I've endured this,and slowly and painfully,everything I held dear was ripped away from me,and no one could help.I'll probably be torn apart by the time it ends..

In skepticism we trust

Words Women Use

Alittle abit of this and that

Abit of good,but for the most part bad =/

New post!! After so damn long *__*

New post!! After so damn long __